The moment I graduated I was suddenly hit with this feeling of anxiety. Thinking about my future, going to college, going down the route I never wanted to be in. What could I have done? I spent most of my senior year having “fun”, but look where that led me. A shell of a person who didnt know what to do with himself. During that time I saw all sorts of self improvement content on my feed, and I fed into that completely. I also fed into the online entrepreneurship path that promised me financial freedom. Which led me starting my self improvement/entrepreneurship journey. I wanted to do anything but work a boring mundane job and go to college.

Working on “trying” to make money everyday I tried several business models, and tried my best to improve myself everyday. I felt alone, and did not understand how to get better, and what it meant to be an entrepreneur. I would always find myself still sabotaging myself, and feeling empty even after trying to improve myself for that long. I did affiliate marketing for 10 months which only led me to make 100$ online in 10 months. What a return that is. I had to come back to the drawing board, there has to be more to life than just making money.

If I REALLY wanted to start a business it had to be something that is truly aligned to myself. I took several months looking at my character, asking questions that revolved around purpose. I settled on starting a youtube channel because that’s what I felt called to. During all the months I did youtube my life has gotten exceedingly better, I feel more aligned everyday to myself. I felt truly that this was the thing for me. I ended up starting a community called “The Guild” and became a leader myself to those who seek something more to life. Almost a 2 year journey has lead me to become more confident, more purposeful, and more aligned to who I was trying to become.